they asked me what i wanted to see
i said the California coastline
something to make mine.
the way the summer seems
in a place you've never been.

there were people in the way
of letting me have my say.
my mattress on the bare floor
i can't sleep anymore
lying down underneath the weight.

snippet about heavy steps & fog

I felt that everything around me was roaming aimlessly with heavy steps. The pounding grew, the fog thickened, and I didn't care I couldn't see, I just went.